well as it turned out the water heater is tost he couldn't fix it so we will have to at lest wate till monday to have a new one put in not much else is going on kira throw a fit the other day when i tryed to sew a little bit so i had to put it down till she went to bed some times i feel like i need space and want to do something i want to do yes i mis her and the family when i work and i always spend some time with her but then when she screams when i do something i want to that kinda upsets me makes me mad and a bit gilty for wanting to do something i want to do like i'm niglecting her because i wasn't home or could not be home with her and to want some time for me is a bad thing but on the other hand i feel i need it and disserve it to i'm haveing very convicting feelings.
well this seems to be a nice area i think i will use this instead of the other place i tryed it wasn't very good . so i will talk about the lates stuff here or talk about how i feel here not sure yet.
